Me!

Me!
A little serious?

Friday, January 26, 2007

In a Moment of Craziness

In a Moment of Craziness
AAAAAAAH
Damn people need to stay out of my business
I'm so tired of all the deaths, the pain, and the violence
When is it going to end?
I NEED to get out of here
WE need to get out of here
I feel like I'm yelling so hard but nobody seems to be listening
Damn Maira, you need to stop allowing them to get to you
HE needs to get away...No, THEY need to get away
Please just get away...
I don't want to drag you into this
Sometimes I just want to throw myself into the sea and have someone save me
Please save me
I feel like I'm drowning
STOP
Stop choking me
aren't you supposed to be the one saving me?
get me away from here
get me away from them
get me away from you
DAMN...just get me away from myself
just leave me alone
All of you leave me alone
I don't need you to try to save me if in the end you're going to kill me
I need to breathe
I need to live
I need to be FREE!!!
Just STOP!

~kitty

2 comments:

Stacy said...

This doesn't even begin to capture the intensity of the poem you shared, but it reminded me of this song, one of my favorites by Lauryn Hill:

It could all be so simple
But you'd rather make it hard
Loving you is like a battle
And we both end up with scars

Tell me who I have to be
To gain some reciprocity
See no one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

Is this just a silly game
That forces you to act this way
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay

Tell me who I have to be
To gain some reciprocity
See no one loves you more than me
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't working
It ain't working
And when I try to walk away
You hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy
This is crazy

I keep letting you back in
How can I explain myself?
As painful as this thing has been
I just can't be with no one else
See I know what we've got to do
You let go
And I'll let go too
'Cause no one's hurt me more than you
And no one ever will

No matter how I think we grow
You always seem to let me know
It ain't working
It ain't working
And when I try to walk away
You hurt yourself to make me stay
This is crazy
This is crazy

Care for me, care for me
I know you care for me
There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me
Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me
Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me?

Care for me, care for me
You said you'd care for me
There for me, there for me
Said you'd be there for me
Cry for me, cry for me
You said you'd die for me
Give to me, give to me
Why won't you live for me?

Where were you
When I needed you?

"The Ex Factor," LH

M A Y R A said...

I hope this isn't how you really feel! The poem conveys feelings of frustration, depression and apprehensiveness all at the same time... I like it.